Warning: graphic language and depictions of intoxication and sexual behavior in the linked post. I think it’s worth it, but you’ll have to make your own decisions.
I thought that by agreeing, I would be permitted a kind of safety and privacy wherein I could secretly disagree with the men and hate the hand and hate myself for having agreed with them. It seemed I wanted to be turned against myself, and I was—I was so against myself that I could not help anybody else.
Via The Beheld.